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Re: One Day as a Lion!

anne jackson — Thu, 28 May 2009 19:05:40 -0000

There is this girl I've been wanting to ask out!! THANKS!! JK. But thanks for the link love. Seriously. And Ben rocks.

Re: One Day as a Lion!

Jay — Thu, 28 May 2009 15:51:53 -0000

Here's the thing for me. For quite some time now I have been feeling God's call to get into ministry full time. At some point I see that opportunity being presented to me and I'm wondering at this point what my reaction will be when that happens.

I've worked at the same company now for 10 years. I helped build it and there's a serious 'comfort zone' within it and also the pay is pretty good. Of course, if you don't want to make a lot of money, you go work in ministry. That's not what concerns me. What concerns me is that even now things are tight. I can imagine what it would be like if I took a 30-40% cut in pay. God would provide no doubt but whether or not I was doing what He wanted would determine whether or not it would be a successful move.

We'll see what happens.

Re: One Day as a Lion!

Dan Bryan — Thu, 28 May 2009 13:57:07 -0000

"feeing" - ha. I really need an editor. That should say "freeing"...

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Bill Bolte — Thu, 28 May 2009 13:37:13 -0000

As much as I would love to call myself a risk-taker, when it comes down to it, I'm not. But, there were a couple of times in my life where I had to make the move, to leave something stable and secure and strike out. When you can tap into that faith, it does feel remarkably alive and free. I wasn't worried about losing stuff. I can't tell you how freeing that was.

I to have recently felt that restlessness that Justin mentioned. I just don't know where I should go with it right now.

Great post Justin. Keep us updated on where the wind takes you.

Re: One Day as a Lion!

Dan Bryan — Thu, 28 May 2009 10:54:43 -0000

I'm going to try to be (uncharacteristically) short-winded. Love that line about leaving the cubicle life for a dream. I've done it twice now, strangely enough once to enter the church, and once to leave it; both have been extremely challenging, confusing, but at the end of it all (and even in the middle) also very life-giving.

I think this emerging refusal to live as someone has told us to is also very diverse, it's not a monolith - I see a similar spirit in the social entrepreneur, the humanitarian, and the artist. On paper these rhythms of life can look fickle (often when I look at my own life), but in flesh and blood it feels like being truly alive. I'll throw these thoughts out there to other risk-takers shirking convention, and would love to know what it has felt like for everyone else:

-Periodically leaving security and the land of "should" (I think this can manifest itself just about anywhere) is incredibly feeing.

-I'm often terrified about how I will support my family with passion and dreams as a compass (but my wife and I are committed to it).

-As scared as I am at times, to go back feels like it would cost too much of my soul.

-I'm not blind to real-world obligations and realities - how do we maintain an edge of dream chasing over a lifetime?